heey ^^ i decided to make a new account.. i wanted to reset my views, submissions, watchlist, pageviews, comments; everything. and plus, this account is full of my old crap from three years ago. instead of deleting them, i decided to keep them here so that i could still look back to them from time to time. i will probably reupload some of my stuffs at my new account.. my newer pieces would go there too.
well uh, see you there^^

ijust started watching katekyo hitman reborn a few days ago ^___^ right now im on the 70th episode..

waaaaa! im so loving mukuro and hibari >____< im just too weak against cold mean smexy bishies mukuro and hibari <3 its like having 2 sasukes in one group/family waaa <3<3 ok imma stop fan girling now xD
ill prolly start doing fan arts of khr when i catch up to the latest episodes.. i need to practice drawing guys >_<

So i finally decided to update my journal after 500million years..

I know that for a lot of people here on DA, summer started a long time ago.. but for me, summer's only REEALLY starting next week because i still have summer school. TT__TT i think our last day is on wednesday? waaa im soo happyyy!

im geting stressed out because of this hamlet rap we have to do for class. yes, hamlet, shakespeare hamlet! waaa did i do anything soo wrong to deserve this?

and oh I waited for 2 long weeks and YES! it's finally out! onepiece chapter 550! *happy dance* haha im such a man but i dont care xD im in love with this series. i honestly can't wait for the next chapterr. they better save my sexy ace or else! >=O


im suffering from an art depression =__= i wouldn't really call it an art block because i seriously have like a million things i want to draw right now. it's just that, i've somehow lost all confidence in my art skills. Although my drawings now look better than the ones l did before, they still look like shit to me. i honestly think that being a critical monster is good because i'll get to improve faster. but when i look at my arts, i get reeallly depressed. the only way to escape this art depression is to practice till i become satisfied with my skills. but theen, i cant even draw properly right now since my depression is draining all my motivation. GAAAHH! i honestly don't know what to do with myself right now!

i don't even know if any one reads my journals since im just a nobody on DA. but i have this little wish that keeps me a bit motivated to draw despite this horrible art depression. it's funny but my wish is to someday become a DA artist whose little journal entries like these matter to people.

im over my childhood dreams of being a manga-ka, an illustrator, graphic novelist, animator, game designer or anything of the sort. I've realized that i can't go into the arts field since I need a job that will support me well financially. And because of that, i want to at least do commissions and become an awesome DA artist. yea, i know, in my dreams! xD

anywaaays enough with that stuff. i talk/type too much

i thought i was gonna be less busy next week onwards.. but noooo. i got soo much more stuffs to do now T___T my life is sad..

+ all the sketches i uploaded and the ones that i will upload in the future are all considered wips since ill be cging them.. i don't know when, but i will xD i draw at least one new sketch/doodle everyday to make-up for the practice i lost this past few years.

+do linearts of like 1340139401834 sketches

+ 3 윤재 collabs with maryanne

+ religion ISU - make a children's book about shintoism

+ physics stop animation ISU about wind energy. so far, i've done scene 1 to about half of scene 2. watch it? [link]

+ write another essay for "Raisin in the Sun".

+ massive make-up reasearch project for Religion.

+everyday homeworks.

(I'll be back to reply to comments, etc. later or maybe tomorrow cuz imma go and try to work on school stuffs now)

i feel so stuffed with works and im only in highschool =___=

+ all the sketches i uploaded and the onesthat i will upload in the future are all considered wips since ill be cging them.. i don't know when, but i will xD i draw at least one new sketch/doodle everyday to make-up for the practice i lost this past few years.

+ Other than thosee wips, I'm working on like 3 collabs with my friend from school.

+ i have this isu project for physics where i have to do this 5-7minutes stop animation film to explain how wind energy transfer works.

+i have to write this essay for my english isu. and then another essay for macbeth. and another for.. i forgot the name, it's something rising sun, i unno.

+for religion, i have this massive make-up reasearch project to do.

+everyday homeworks.