she died
no im kiddin shes alive
rox get on this

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i can speak english
just not as classy

Just wanted to announce that that kind of shameless and blattent self-promotion makes a d****ss out of you

Thanks, don't come again...

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Nothing worth to say...
But every reason to howl!
[Kira isn't dead as long as I walk the land...]

Just wanted to announce, to those who do not read my journal, that I've moved to ~RaiciaDaae ^_^

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Ohmagod, that shrimp ate mah octopus O:

.. hey... that's not possible... oO

wow youre really good... lol im turining 15, theres nothing bad about 14 dont worry.oh you havent been online for ages...hello?

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i like to eat brains
why you ask?
because i lack intelligence
why you ask?
i was born yesterday..
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please excuse my typing errors
i make alot em, i mean of em

Did you just die, young one...?

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Nothing worth to say...
But every reason to howl!
[Kira isn't dead as long as I walk the land...]

Uaaah, I'm so sorry I havn't answered till now, I''ve been on my way several times but have never had time to finish writing x.X

Tomorrow I and Zeth have known each others in a year :3 and right now I'm in gothenburg for the first time in a month :'D It's so damn amazing being here and I miss all my friends so damn much when I'm gone >_< and plus that, I won't have any internet at home until in like 2-3 months >_O so I have like no connection with them other then through Zeth (Who I talk to at the phone every day xP)

Yeah, being single do feel relieving and quite good, but still (at least I) you seem to miss the love and being close... I know about that woith getting bored.. I'm seriously starting to get a little 'bored' of my and Zeths relationship but being away from each others much makes it strong anyways... Plus, even if we're not rly like a new excited couple any longer our feelings for each others just seem to get stronger x3
But.. well, it was quite a while sence you wrote that, anything new that've happened for u? ^_^


Nothing bad about that, long notes are goooood :3

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Ohmagod, that shrimp ate mah octopus O:

.. hey... that's not possible... oO

nice art

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YOUR GRANDMA MEANS NOTHING TO ME! HAHAHAHAHA!!

uy pawatch po ha

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<sup>The bigger the expectation, the bigger the disappointement.

Don't expect.</sup>

ikaw ba yan

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express yer ability not to impress.....
ang lahat ay may katapusan....


EVERYTHING has an END....

lol ^_^

congrats with you and zeth ^___^ lol, yeah i've done it a lot too, so now i feel like a hypocrite xD but hey, i've only done that once >.<;;

waa T_T i hate moving too! but it's kinda good in a way too cuz u can have a fresh new start and meet more people i was feeling soo horrible when i moved but i was kinda happy cuz i dun have to think about all the problems i had before and i can finally move on with my life.

lol i'm surprised i survived too xD im trying to stay away from commitments and relationships for now. there were people asking me out but i turned them down cuz being single is good and bad at the same time.. like i mean, i can do whatever i want and for some reason i know soo much more guys than ever >.<;; its so mucch fun hanging out with them. before, even though me and my bf had tons of friends, it was always only about us and us. so yeah.. and plus i dun quite think im ready to be serious yet cuz i dont know.. my relationships doesnt even last 6 months cuz i get bored. that's why i was saying that i want to actually experience "love" cuz all this time, i dun even know what i feel about the guys i went out with whether its crushing/liking or actually loving. *sigh* so if "love" is really real, then maybe it can last forever xD nyaa, i always add a cheezy part to my messages >.<;;

OMG o.O;; i didnt even know my message is now this long >.<;;

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My theory is that 5% of the people who reads this will copy my sig and i bet 100% of them won't stop reading this until the end. So stop NOW. >.> curiousity kills. Congratulations. You have just proven my theory right. You are now one of the idiots.

nhaaa, it's ok ^_^

Yeah, I know.. it is kinda pathetic I think o.O But ok, I've done it myself so I shouldn't say anything about it xD
Well... it've happened quite much sence the last time I wrote and 'e now in almost 2 months been together with a guy named Zeth ^_^ I never thought this.. Cuz we've been friends for like 9 months.. But.. yeah.. it just.. happened xD And also, it's just 3 weeks left till i'll move >________<;;;; I HATE IT! I dun wanna moooove.. and it's so far away from the ones I love and like BAH o.O
Mawh x) I'e almost neer been single this year o.O;; or.. well.. ok... I never really met Vitor so I'e been kinda alone but anyways xD Having a boyfriend is amaxing and I dun understand how u survive lol x]

yeah xD yay for the long messages

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Ohmagod, that shrimp ate mah octopus O:

.. hey... that's not possible... oO

love your work.

it is just amazing

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it's okay, i wouldn't remember me either.

lol, i haven't talked to u for soo long xD i couldnt really reply to my messages at all.. srry >.<;;

yeah.. that usually happens, like a lot. people say yes even though they have no feelings for each other. i actually like it better if even before i start going out with the guy, i already like him and our feelings our mutual. cuz usually, the only feelings that developed when you go out with someone you don't like, is friendship
for now, i wouldnt be chasing for love xD cuz it doesnt matter to me anymore.. well it does, because i still want to find true love but i don't think i'm ready yet. lol i actually survived not going out with someone for like 5 months soo its okay, i ain't gonna die without someone xD

soo how's your relationship with him? did you call him and ask?

lol, the long messages are starting again xD

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My theory is that 5% of the people who reads this will copy my sig and i bet 100% of them won't stop reading this until the end. So stop NOW. >.> curiousity kills. Congratulations. You have just proven my theory right. You are now one of the idiots.

oh wow, your gallery is awsome and your face is really cute ^///^

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Hi!

Hey, I loved your Butterflies fairy so I decided to take my take on the color, hope you don't mind (I mentionned your original lineart). So if you want to check on the result, you can always see it at
[link]
Hope you like it!

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Nothing worth to say...
But every reason to howl!
[Kira isn't dead as long as I walk the land...]

xD Yeah, that sounds cheesy.. buuut. it sounds good to me xPP

Well.. for me it's a lot O:
o.O;; It sounds quite... uh.. dunno which word to use xPP enooting, herd.. uh... watteve xD

yup ;__; But well.. I dunno O: I though I loved him at that time.. but now I don't think so.. cuz, when he asked me to be his gf and I said yes I didn't really have any feelings for him =O so I think I like.. created feelings by time, but dunno if they were really true ones >_<
Yeah, I know.. but sometimes it feels.. Uh.. like it's not worth it.. but then it doesnät take to long to take that thought back x) Uhm.. O: You shouldn't chase for love, rly >_< i didn't.. and look hot that turned out xD Noo, but.. I know how it is, it's easy happened, you want to experience it and be in love so much =O I really didn't expect me to fall in love with Vitor.. I even knew him before I met Theo... But however I did.. aaaaaaand.. I love it

Yup, I know I really need to do that.. But he's never online at the same time as meeeee x_X I really, really hope he will soon, cuz I'm getting crazy over here, and if he don't.. someone better call the mental hospital xD

No, it doesn't make any sence.. But i know what u mean i feel the same xP it's like... free to be single.. but yet you want to feel love, right? =O

Yeeees xP I wuv long messages <3 *takes cookies happily and eats*

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Ohmagod, that shrimp ate mah octopus O:

.. hey... that's not possible... oO

I'm sorry (-. - ), i think should of shut my mouth.... (T-T)
and again i'm sorry ( -.-)

thank you!

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My theory is that 5% of the people who reads this will copy my sig and i bet 100% of them won't stop reading this until the end. So stop NOW. >.> curiousity kills. Congratulations. You have just proven my theory right. You are now one of the idiots.

yeah, big dreams =O i really really really want to be a mangaka!! T_T i even made plans already xD yay ty for the support! i'm cheering for you too! You can reach your dream too! i've never seen you act but i believe in you!! let's just both believe in ourselves and we can reach our dreams i sound soo cheesy xD

not alot, my bestfriend had more =O another reason i kept on breaking up with them was because it was really awkward cuz some of them wer in same class as i was and well, it's soo weird having both ur current bf and ur ex in the same class o.O;; soo scary! and it happened twice.. o.O both at grade 7 and 8! at grade 7, my first bf at grade 6 was there, and then i had an ex and my current bf (who is now an ex as well) and when i was at grade eight, 2 of my exbfs (supposed to be three but my other ex moved to another school) were there o.O;; and near the end of the year, it became 3 exbfs cuz i broke up with the the latest one. o.O it was soo awkward >.<;; uggh this is one of the things that bothers me soo much >.<;;

ur ex was 18 yr old and you're 13 yr old at that time? hmm.. o.O i guess it's fine if you love each other, at least its not ten years apart, that would be pedophilish. i want to fall in love =S cuz like, i understand mostly everything about love because i always write stories about it, but i want to experience it.. i understand that it hurts soo much, but it's better to have loved than to never have loved at all cuz at least, you still have the memories of how it feels cuz even if i fall in love and it's an unrequited one, i won't regret it at all cuz i'll remember the times when he unconsciously made me happy but me, a person who chases after love just can't seem to catch it. i understand but i don't understand, lol, i know i'm confusing xD i don't really care if it hurts me, i'll try to bear it yeah.. i think you should straighten everything out. don't think twice, just go ahead and ask him. cuz you still love him.. and if he doesnt answer the way that you wanted him to, then that's okay cuz it's better to know how he feels instead of spending all your life time wondering what he would say and regret that you didn't ask him.

lol, i don't make sense either. i wanna fall for someone but i want to be free xD lol, if only i have two hearts.. then i'd be able to love him and my other heart would be single xD o.O;;

yeah hooray for long messages!!! here's have a cookiee~<3

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My theory is that 5% of the people who reads this will copy my sig and i bet 100% of them won't stop reading this until the end. So stop NOW. >.> curiousity kills. Congratulations. You have just proven my theory right. You are now one of the idiots.

Aww ;____; Hit them? XD *I like saying that *

O: Well.. We both got big goals, huh? XD Beaing a mangaka doesn't seem like something that just enyone can't really be one.. the same with having a lead role on brodway or something xP But you seem to really, really want that, and I think ur very good, so I believe you'll go to japan and make ur dream come true some day ^_^

Oh my, you've been with many guys x_X I had myn first one less then a year ago O: And I did with him as you seem to do with your ex's, I stopped talking to him.. but that ahs its reasons O: BIG reasons.. he was 18 and I was stupid to start with ;___;
Well, I both feel sorry and envy you for never falling in love xD It IS amazing to be in love, but yet.. it huuurts, damn much >_<;; And I'm just like.. damn comfused, about Vitor >_< cuz as I said *I think xD* he've said he still loves me.. but it still doesn't feel the same.. Bah, I dunno.. ANd it just feels so damn silly to ask him x_X But I guess that's what I'll need to do, right? >-<

Yeah, I still love him.. But still yay for singleness, cuz now I can look at other guys without feeling guilty about itxD but, hopefully this won't last too long ^^' I wanna be with him agaaaain >_<
gah, that sounds schizophrenic xD

we're really good at writing long messages to each others, huh? xD

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Ohmagod, that shrimp ate mah octopus O:

.. hey... that's not possible... oO

Sweet gallery
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lol xD whenever i think about my embarrasing memories, i blush and then people get confused.. >.<;; i was hanging out with my friends, but i wasn't really getting into the convo so i was like spaced out and was thinking about stuffs. then my friend's guy friend pointed out that i was blushing like a tomato O.O i didn't even know that i was and then my friends thought that i was blushing because of a guy with us Y_Y they started teasing me, saying that i liked this guy >.<;;

well, i really really want to be one of the youngest commercial manga-kas, the one who works for manga magazines like ribon or something like that.. but i'm disappointed cuz i can't be one of the youngest.. a lot of mangakas debuted when they were 15 years old, and i'm turning fourteen soon and i'm not even close to being an intermediate artist.. i'm still soo far from being a pro T_T and even if i become a mangaka that would be like when i become 20+ already cuz i'm not in japan Y_Y;; it's like my goal to be a mangaka.. and when i say goal, i meant finish line.. it doesn't matter if i die soon after i finished a 2-5 series cuz i'm satisfied with that already ^_^

Y_Y waa that's sad! but at least you can talk to him like friends now =S whenever i break up with someone, we usually never talk anymore.. i've had like 1 bf in grade 6, 3 in grade 7, and 3 in grade 8, but to tell you the truth, i have never fallen in love before. i know it's mean and i feel sorry for them cuz i went out with them, but like, it's because i didn't wanna hurt their feelings. i tried my best to like them, really, but i just couldnt >.< and i didn't even let them kiss me, cuz i want my first kiss to be with someone who i actually have feelings with. and well, i did like someone before but that was merely a childish crush so i'm not even going to bother cuz i dun think he liked me at all. i dun really know why i'm like this. i've been trying to force myself to like someone but i just can't. *sigh* that's why i envy you T_T cuz even if your vigor was far away, i know that you two actually have feelings for each other and it was mutual.. i've never had a serious relationship, all has been like "oh i'm going out with him cuz he looks fine/hot" or whatever.. and my realtionships with someone always only last about a month or less. i'm sorry; i'm soo cheezy but yeah o.O;; so you are actually very lucky to feel that way =S noo, being 14 and only had serious realtionships is good, cuz no matter how much i want to have a serious relationship, i just cant =S and plus, i know that you're not going to end up like the other girls our age, cuz a lot of them are only going out with someone because of their looks not because of how they actually feel. waaa.. i'm sorry, i couldnt stop typing xD

well, i sorta already explained why we broke up in the previous paragraph. we weren't really that serious with each other so i just broke up with him. ya, yay for singleness bbut you still like him, don't you?

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My theory is that 5% of the people who reads this will copy my sig and i bet 100% of them won't stop reading this until the end. So stop NOW. >.> curiousity kills. Congratulations. You have just proven my theory right. You are now one of the idiots.

Oww ,__, And then I guess it dosn't help to tell them you want to be alone?

xD this happens to me too.. As soon as there's nothing happening and/or I dun have anything specific thinking about weird thoughts and memories return xP Once I was sitting in the kitchen with my laptop and both my mom and stepdad after each otehrs asked why I looked so happy.. Cuz I usually look qute depressed, but watteve, I think I was thinking about some memory or something, but they where likte "wtf are you smiling so much for? o.O;;" Ow O: U seem to know what u want xPP I dun have any very clear dream of how my live will look like, but there are several things, like getting to meet Vitor, play a lead role in a musical in front of lots and lots of peoples and stuffs likte that x)

Uhm.. well.. it's a long story x_X But well.. he WAS my bf... how it is now.. I dun know really O: we've known each others for like a year now and all the time he've been like a this erfect paron being there for me, making me happy and everything, but in.. dunno when.. like.. this march or something i comfessed to him that i was in love with him, or well, I liked him.. didn't really know at that point... and appearently he had liked me senve like.. we first started to talk o.O so it was a like amazing time, we were together for 3 months.. But of course it was hard not being abled to meet, and it could pass over a week between the times we spoke >_< but then he suddenly broke up.. I ne er really understood why, he was talking about things likte that it was hard with the long distance and then in the end that time we spoke he said he'd met someone else.. I was just comfused.. And in everything I asked him npt to speak to me any more, I though it's be esier to forget that way... But after a time one of my friends sent him a note here at dA and told him that he should contact me again, even if I said he shouldn't.. dammit, Linda (mah friend) is intelligent xP after that.. we didn't really talk too much in a looong time (=like.. 3-4 months) but a little mroe then a week ago I wrote him a note ad asked what happened, why we didn't talk any more and stuffs... SO now we're talking again, it's kinda like before... I still love hima s much as I did back then, if not more.. And he says he still loves me.. But I dunno >_<;; Itäs just.. hard... And now I gave you a loong story which i gess you wasn't asking for XD anyways And he's brazilian ^^
yeeeeees, moneeeeeeys *-* I love moneys XD I gotta talk to Vitor if he seriously thinks he'll be abled to get here O: Cuz then I guess I'll have to start putting away some moneys so that we can afford it by the time he can >_< I'll never be allowed to go to him.. so hopefully he can come here O: I guess that chanse for somoene who's 17 to be allowed then someone that's 14 XD kya~
Ow O: Why didn't it work? I did concider breaking ut with Vitor a numbr of times when we were together, but couldn't >_< It doesn't (or well, didn't.. cuz nw I CAN'T really brak up with him XD) matter if I feld bad about it, or how far away we were from each others, or how it's not even sure we'll ever meet, I love him too much >__< Bah, I wanna eliminate feelings ,__,
I've only had 2 boyfriends, both were very srious ones.. it's not good being 14 and only had very serious realtionships ;___; I think XD
Yay for singleness XD If I only myself could realise I'm single and not toether with him any more o.O;;;

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Ohmagod, that shrimp ate mah octopus O:

.. hey... that's not possible... oO

its not possible to hide from my friends T_T they'll most likely search the whole school to find me O.O;;

lol i remember stuffs randomly.. and sometimes i get flashbacks of weird memories >.<;; and when i say weird, i meant the embarrassing stuffs that happened and some uberly odd and funny things that happened T_T omg, whenever i'm alone and have nothing to do, these weird memories come back to me and i start laughing O.o;; it's soo embarassing! cuz i was sitting on the bus when all of a sudden i started laughing and everyone stared at me like i'm some kind of a crazy person laughing all by myself @-@;; i wanna win the lottery O.O that's like my dream. well, my fourth dream, i want to do a lot of stuffs. hehe i want a simple happy life. it's like this > finish highschool > debut as a mangaka > graduate from college > be an eye doctor (LOL) > follow my next dream to go japan (hehehe) > marry > have children > let them finish highschool & college > meet my grandchildren > die before my husband does > lol

=O is that vitor guy your bf? hehehe =O long-distance relationship? which country is he in? yeah i want money too!! T_T i want sooo many stuffs! my wishlist is like rrrreeeeeaaallllyyyy long! i doubt i'm gonna get all of them for christmas Y_Y they'll probably only get me one T_T;;
Y_Y last year i had an internet boyfriend but i broke up with him cuz it wasn't working out Y_Y and then last june, i broke up with my real bf cuz we weren't going to the same school >.<;; uggh, screw them, at least i'm not the one who got dumped xD yay for dumpers!!! (is dumper even a word o.O; so now i'm single again! yayness for the singoes ^____^

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My theory is that 5% of the people who reads this will copy my sig and i bet 100% of them won't stop reading this until the end. So stop NOW. >.> curiousity kills. Congratulations. You have just proven my theory right. You are now one of the idiots.

Find another place to go to where you never are? O: Or walk around, so that ur in different places all the time? ^^ I use to leave my friends sometimes too.. my school is huge, so there are several good places to be at ^_^ ;__; I do that too. I can think about the most random things at the most random times... But I mostly think abut things that've happened.. and that's even worse T_T;;

Yeah, my teacher says that too >__< and that homeworks bring up things you've read about earlier so that you'll remember it. I hate it ,___, I wanna have more vecatiooooon >____> i was stupid enough to sleep onty 2 hours tonight, so when I woke up I fell asleep again and woke up like 2 minutes before I should leave o_o'' it ended with that i stayed home xP was up by my computor all night so that i could talk to me dear Vitor <3 and say happy bthday to him ^_^ But he couldn't stay long thoug >_< and sence it's his birthday today we won't be able to talk, kyaa <_> I'm depressed by that.. I have no idea when the next time we can talk will be >_____________< it can go over a week between those times sometimes..
OwO I agree, those are boring subjects..

;__; that's eeeeevil. Kyaaaa. I want moneeeeeeys >__< A lot of moneys, so that Vitor can come to sweden ;___;

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Ohmagod, that shrimp ate mah octopus O:

.. hey... that's not possible... oO